Continue….
As the craft lifted off into the sky, the higher it went,
the further the horizon I could see …. And the scarier it got, when out of
nowhere, I started to recall every single pictures of helicopter crashes . I
could still remember how the pictures just traveled through my mind. But when I
thought of God, who is Love, my fear was gone, FOR LOVE CASTS OUT ALL FEAR. I
kept giving thanks to God as I am escorting a “not hard to deal “ patient in
the trip, which give me room to enjoy the very height of the craft. Really
incredible and amazing. From far, I could see dark clouds bringing its load to
the certain place, ready to pour down its content, joined in by the thunder.
But that doesn’t stop us from continuing our trip. Before I board the craft, I told
the pilot I wanted to sit at the front sit and He said “ No problem, can can.”
I was like “ Cool”. Half way through the
trip, the pilot said ‘ Doc ‘. I replied “ Yes”. Then he said again “ Doc, give
me your hand”. I said “ why??? “. I replied “ Put your hand on the steering.” I
was like “ what???”. Then He just grabbed my hand and put my hand on the steering.
Then he continued “ Now you fly… “
AGAIN,in my mind, I was like “ WHAT??? “ From that moment , I was flying the craft for
the first time of my life. At first He was guiding my hand, then slowly he let
go of his hand. And for the first time
in my life, I relieved how sensitive the steering can be. Super
sensitive. I pity the patient cause I believe my flying skill might cause him to
throw out. I was flying for few minutes and yes, it was difficult and super dangerous. One turn
mistake can cause all the lives in the helicopter. I was asking God “ How long will the pilot going to let me fly? I myself also wan to throw out already. How
can the pilot trust me to fly? “ The pilot just kept saying “ Good, good,
continue , see you can fly it, continue , continue”. Before I knew it, my heart
was like increasingly racing. After few minutes, the
pilot took over the wheel and surely enough, I was very thankful.
It is one thing to sit in the craft but it is totally
another experience when you are flying that machine. WHAT an experience…
What touched me the most was not the flying part, but God
himself, His Love for me. He still remember my little dream I had. If God would
to remember the little dream I had and cause the dream to come through, how
much more He cares for the issues or decisions in life that is crucial to us. He
will do even greater works in us.
Lastly, I gave all praises and Glory to Him, my Heavenly
Father through Jesus. I love you too Jesus. Thanks you so much for Your Love
for me.
With love,
so so so.... cool!!! =D
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